Gentle breeze through my hair
From the momentum im traveling
Gliding by them one by one
Jetting around just for fun
All the children learning
All the kids yearning
A need for speed
A will to be faster
For me it's in the family
My brother taught me how
My mother supports me
My father skates with me
And it's a passion
I cant stop losing myself
Just gliding to the music
My rollerblades are my life
My rollerblades get me through
Always there as something to do
Rollerblading is not what I do
It's who I am
And when everyone is gone
I'll still be rolling on
Listening to the music
Losing myself on my wheels
I feel outta place
Like I don't belong
Like nobody wants me
I'm not welcome here
And you're all falling away
further and further
Just a glimpse of
The road I leave behind
I feel as though I'm just trouble
Causing problems everywhere
But it's ok
Soon it'll be over
Soon I'll be gone
Soon you wont have to see me
You'll watch as I leave
And rejoice when I'm gone
As all the troubles leave...
So who are you now?
The same old you
Never changing
But I refuse to believe
That you shall never change.
Every time it's the same story
You are blind to the fact
You think there's nothing there
But I refuse to believe
That there's nothing there.
Do you understand what I'm saying?
Do you get it yet?
I'm saying I love you
And I refuse to give up on
The people I love.
There's A different person inside of me
A guy lingering that I don't understand
Where does all this come from?
How can I hate what my fate
Has in store for me
When I dont know the whole story?
And I hate myself
Everything I do
I can never get it right
Try it time and again
Yet always the same
An uncorrectable mistake
That I didn't make.
I'm about to explode
I can't take much more
Every little thing nowadays
Almost sets me off
Sends my pain away
Channeled through hate
And I don't want to wait
Let me start over
I don't like this me
It's not the best I can be
And I don't get it
Where is it from?
Has it been bottled for s
School dance tonight, right?
What was with all that crap?
Settle down now
It's just high school.
Can't ya'all just respect yourselves?
And respect eachother?
You don't gotta get all close and feel one another.
Chill out and take a break
Don't go in there actin all fake
Just chill and dance around
Talk with some people
Get to know them a little better.
Ya'all disgust me
And seriously
I erased this verse three times
Cuz I couldn't lay it out
Just sit down
Before I start to shout
And I still don't how to say it
Just chill out
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
Take life on its reverse
It's a bad poem that starts out good
But as you get older
Things change
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
I wanna let go
Show all that I know
Come before you today
And make all the badmen pay
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
We don't deserve this
What have we done
But sit on the couch
or play in the sun
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
Whether it's divine power
An immortal unseen
Or s
And I was alone
Stuck in the dark
No way out
Always alone
But then you came
Called me from my sleep
Let me know you were there
A friend in my loneliness
Always listening
Talking with me
Never condescending
Your patience never ending
Your friendship is lasting
But you have done more than that
You brought me back to who I am
The old me there used to be
But before you know it I'll be gone
Just the ending
Of another song
Another chapter
To add to my pain
But you can never understand
You have never fellt this way
And all I've got left to say
Is that I love you.
--Dedicated to a girl: She'll know who she is when she reads
Is it just me
Or do we need something new
A new beat to dance to
And a new dance too
I feel so alone
Yet who hasnt
I feel insecure
But many do
I dont wanna be like the others
I wanna be like me
But so much has happened
It's hard to be just me
My anger is uncontrolled
Yet I dont show it
It would just be another way
For me to be like them
Thousands of years
Before I was born
I bet there was someone out there
Doing the same thing
Trying to be original
Yet it's all the same
With so much history
It's hard to be just you
Somewhere out there is where I belong
Where I fit in
And nothing is wrong
This place hides away
leaving me to the torments
of the average man's days
The perfect place for me
Somehere beyond the ocean
Beyond the sea
I dream of it often
And she is always there
Looking so radiant
Wind blowing her hair
And when she realizes
It's me she fantasises
She will understand
It is her that completes me
Ties up all my loose ends
Brings me back to reality
And keeps me in the moment
I know the place is there
And when it is found
She will be waiting
To keep me safe and sound
What's going on?
Why aren't we told?
Is knowing too much to ask,
Before we grow old?
Life is so confusing,
Will I ever understand?
What's going on here?
What is she thinking?
There is so much more to her,
Than I ever knew,
Does she want me to leave?
Should I just go?
Why do we suffer?
What's with the pain?
Why do we go for it,
If there's nothing to gain?
Why do we try,
If we all live and die?
And is there anyone out there,
Who can answer my questions?
What's going on?
Why aren't we told?
Is knowing too much to ask,
Before we grow old?
Life is so confusing,
Will I ever understand?
What's going on here?
What is she thinking?
There is so much more to her,
Than I ever knew,
Does she want me to leave?
Should I just go?
Why do we suffer?
What's with the pain?
Why do we go for it,
If there's nothing to gain?
Why do we try,
If we all live and die?
And is there anyone out there,
Who can answer my questions?
Somewhere out there is where I belong
Where I fit in
And nothing is wrong
This place hides away
leaving me to the torments
of the average man's days
The perfect place for me
Somehere beyond the ocean
Beyond the sea
I dream of it often
And she is always there
Looking so radiant
Wind blowing her hair
And when she realizes
It's me she fantasises
She will understand
It is her that completes me
Ties up all my loose ends
Brings me back to reality
And keeps me in the moment
I know the place is there
And when it is found
She will be waiting
To keep me safe and sound
Is it just me
Or do we need something new
A new beat to dance to
And a new dance too
I feel so alone
Yet who hasnt
I feel insecure
But many do
I dont wanna be like the others
I wanna be like me
But so much has happened
It's hard to be just me
My anger is uncontrolled
Yet I dont show it
It would just be another way
For me to be like them
Thousands of years
Before I was born
I bet there was someone out there
Doing the same thing
Trying to be original
Yet it's all the same
With so much history
It's hard to be just you
And I was alone
Stuck in the dark
No way out
Always alone
But then you came
Called me from my sleep
Let me know you were there
A friend in my loneliness
Always listening
Talking with me
Never condescending
Your patience never ending
Your friendship is lasting
But you have done more than that
You brought me back to who I am
The old me there used to be
But before you know it I'll be gone
Just the ending
Of another song
Another chapter
To add to my pain
But you can never understand
You have never fellt this way
And all I've got left to say
Is that I love you.
--Dedicated to a girl: She'll know who she is when she reads
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
Take life on its reverse
It's a bad poem that starts out good
But as you get older
Things change
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
I wanna let go
Show all that I know
Come before you today
And make all the badmen pay
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
We don't deserve this
What have we done
But sit on the couch
or play in the sun
Whoever said "Life is Good"
Is a moron
Whoever loves every day
Is just lucky
Whether it's divine power
An immortal unseen
Or s
School dance tonight, right?
What was with all that crap?
Settle down now
It's just high school.
Can't ya'all just respect yourselves?
And respect eachother?
You don't gotta get all close and feel one another.
Chill out and take a break
Don't go in there actin all fake
Just chill and dance around
Talk with some people
Get to know them a little better.
Ya'all disgust me
And seriously
I erased this verse three times
Cuz I couldn't lay it out
Just sit down
Before I start to shout
And I still don't how to say it
Just chill out
There's A different person inside of me
A guy lingering that I don't understand
Where does all this come from?
How can I hate what my fate
Has in store for me
When I dont know the whole story?
And I hate myself
Everything I do
I can never get it right
Try it time and again
Yet always the same
An uncorrectable mistake
That I didn't make.
I'm about to explode
I can't take much more
Every little thing nowadays
Almost sets me off
Sends my pain away
Channeled through hate
And I don't want to wait
Let me start over
I don't like this me
It's not the best I can be
And I don't get it
Where is it from?
Has it been bottled for s
So who are you now?
The same old you
Never changing
But I refuse to believe
That you shall never change.
Every time it's the same story
You are blind to the fact
You think there's nothing there
But I refuse to believe
That there's nothing there.
Do you understand what I'm saying?
Do you get it yet?
I'm saying I love you
And I refuse to give up on
The people I love.
I feel outta place
Like I don't belong
Like nobody wants me
I'm not welcome here
And you're all falling away
further and further
Just a glimpse of
The road I leave behind
I feel as though I'm just trouble
Causing problems everywhere
But it's ok
Soon it'll be over
Soon I'll be gone
Soon you wont have to see me
You'll watch as I leave
And rejoice when I'm gone
As all the troubles leave...
Gentle breeze through my hair
From the momentum im traveling
Gliding by them one by one
Jetting around just for fun
All the children learning
All the kids yearning
A need for speed
A will to be faster
For me it's in the family
My brother taught me how
My mother supports me
My father skates with me
And it's a passion
I cant stop losing myself
Just gliding to the music
My rollerblades are my life
My rollerblades get me through
Always there as something to do
Rollerblading is not what I do
It's who I am
And when everyone is gone
I'll still be rolling on
Listening to the music
Losing myself on my wheels
the torrid weave of empty space
the sound of mind and thought
the sight of snowflakes on your face
we can run through forests
or we can take it at your pace
or we can take it to your place
the silent score of broken glass
we hold together in the cold
think deeply so that the time might pass
we run through crowded school halls
life is just a stage
or so i'm told
the slippery slopes of our love
i see the raven fly overhead
i know you're the white dove
i keep checking the meter
i'm hoping our love isn't dead
the open smell of falling leaves
the people we lost this year
i'm not one to grieve
i'm not one to live in fear
of wha
I am lost floating in a black hole,
demonic devises ripping at my soul,
go ahead play the demon card,
and be the hellish bard,
to sing my song,
of what was and what is,
to stab us with teasing spears,
drowing us in flowing tears,
broken dreams and shattered souls,
going to pay social tolls,
becasue I am floating in a black hole,
as once again my tears flow.
depths unreachable by redhousepainters, literature
Literature
depths unreachable
i'm filling the the spaces
this room is full of empty faces
we're once and forever
we're either always or never
open to view, empty minds
consistently frozen in time
this city is barren
this street is silent
the walking dead
through this open portent
you're leaving for the west
you're throwing the wall
but you're too afraid
that you might fall
my theory, despite the first
my answers, always the worst
my mind, depths unreachable
my dreams, falling fast
but my reality, moving slow
i'm only asking for
just a little bit more
i'm only thinking again
of friends
long past lost
thinking again
only of when
this life migh
Current Residence: Cary, North Carolina Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: My neighbor up the street. Wallpaper of choice: If for my desktop, anything from digitalblasphemy.com Favourite cartoon character: Donald Duck
Hmm, I havent been here in forever, im just glad i still remember my passwords ^.^
Well, to put things rather simply, life sucks, and has sucked for quite a while. The girl that I have liked for well over a year and a half has been going out with who was one of my best friends. I don't know why I am telling you this other than that now her and I have had a row while he is so insecure that he thinks I am plotting against him. So today I am feeling utterly useless/hopeless and can't concentrate. I am supposed to be doing an essay that is due tomorrow and worth a lot of points towards my grade but right now I kinda just wanna say screw it
heh, well, I'm new here, just want some of my stuff to be heard. Unfortunately,, I haven't written much for a long time, so I have no idea how what I write will end up. O well.